Thursday, June 02, 2011 Wake up your idea Rayzor!!!!You still don't get it do you Rayzor??Hahaha...Its pretty simple dumbass!!They just don't need you anymore!!You've served your purpose so go on with your fucking life!!What the hell are you still hanging around for??Are you that dumb??Don't be a pitiful moron waiting around and all will ya??Oh wait,I forgot that YOU ARE the pitiful,sorry,worst piece of shit that ever existed in this life! You know,you should probably kill yourself...You're useless,worthless and everything else man!!You should get rid of your sorry ass man!I don't even know why I'm wasting my time with you you stupid fuck...I can't believe I have to be stuck with the likes of YOU!
Go and wallow in self pity like the DOG that you are man...People don't give a shit!! The worst thing is,I can't believe I let you have total control...If I was in control, none of this would happen!!So much for your caring and being nice and blah blah blah!!!!All I hear is your USELESS TRAP making noises!! Rayzor Rayzor...How the 'mighty' have fallen...You've wasted my time in trying to harden you up and everything cos at the end of the day,you still want to be 'the good guy' and all that crap!!!I am ashamed to say that I was a part of you! Fuck you man,fuck you... Your worst, Ray Devil PS:I promise you that if you don't die soon enough,I'll kill your sorry ass myself
[ burning out ] at 6/02/2011 12:39:00 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2011 Nothing escapes changeI searched and searched for the place where we sat last time,talking about random stuffs and looking at the stars...It took a while,but when I reached,it seemed to me that even that place has changed...Just like how we are now... Nothing escapes change... I was wheeling my bicycle,you were walking with your phone in your hand... We were just walking and talking and then we decided to stop at a nearby bench... Now its just me and my bicycle...Even then,its not the same bicycle as before... Nothing escapes change... I went to the exact spot where the bench was supposed to be,where I sat on the left while you sat on the right...We just got to know each other then and I remembered I told you about the Orion's belt and the north star...They were shining so bright then,and they still shine bright in my mind,so deeply etched in my memories...But when I looked up in the night sky this time,no stars were shining...None at all... Nothing escapes change... When we thought it was a bit too late,we walked back to your place,me with my bicycle,you with your phone...This time when I left the place,I was cycling away... Nothing escapes change... We never knew what was in store for us...Never knew that certain 'scribblings' would trigger our getting to know each other...Never knew that certain 'incidents' would make us strangers again...Never knew that after that we would be closer than we thought was possible...And we never knew that a certain 'inquiry' would make us strangers all over again... Nothing escapes change...
