Wednesday, December 23, 2009 WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!damn...i seriously don't understand it...i'm freaking combat fit and just because the result of my signing on is pending,i'm send to a driver's vocation...what the hell?i know that a lot of people would probably love to switch places with me,but i just don't like to be in a slacker's vocation seriously...i'm a soldier for goodness sake...i ain't no support character...i'm more of the first to go in,first to kill/die... that's the type of vocation that suits me perfectly... and on top of that,being in a vocation i already kinda despised,i get send to a camp that is even though near to my house,has a superior who is very much fucked up...fuck man...if my signing on does not get approved soon,i might really either have to kill someone or get killed...
[ burning out ] at 12/23/2009 08:00:00 PM
Thursday, December 17, 2009 Criminally DisturbedI don't really know why,but this is my current emotion...i think the bottle is finally full...hmmm...oh wells...this is a part from the song Criminal from the band Disturbed... ~In a world that i don't wanna know With a message that i never want to send To be freed from all of this I want you to quicken my end
Don't tell me i cannot go With a wound that refuses to mend Deliver me from all of this I want you to quicken my end
Don't say that it isn't so I'm on a path that you'll never comprehend Set me free from all of this I need you to quicken my end~
