Sunday, November 01, 2009 the long awaited return???perhaps...here to update about my NS status...honestly,i'm actually doing quite all right...i feel at ease inside...cos at least i don't have to worry about 'the usual problems'... one thing though that i'm not really satisfied about...sometimes i feel they make us run too much...not saying that we shouldn't be running,but i feel that there should be a balance between building up your cardio and building up your upper body strength...as in yeah,i've improved on my 2.4 timing a hell of a lot, but i don't see how running can actually help me to do more pull ups...and that's fucked up cos no matter how good my running is,if i can't do pull ups,what's the fucking use?i'd still fail my IPPT in the end... on a side note...i'm honestly thinking of signing on...cos i think i fair better as a soldier then as a man outside...a whole lot of things i do not have to worry about... all right then,that'd be all for now... rayzor signing off...
