Sunday, August 02, 2009 when all you can do is go with the flowlet's just say this few days haven't really been good ones...i'm not saying they're bad either,just that sometimes things just happened...and the worst is when you don't even know what hit you but you know it did...badly...hmmm...
and the worst is,i seriously feel so fucking fucked up over myself...i just don't know why lah but that day itself was an okay day till the random fucked up feelings came into the picture...it was seriouly unexpected...to the point where all i could seriously think of was shoving a beer down my throat...haiz...
what is seriously bothering me i have no fucking bloody idea about...how the hell do i move on if somethings that are 'invisible' are holding me back?its not as if i'm not trying...i am...i guess its just my unlucky day...or week...or month...or probably its just my fucking life...
hmmm...for someone who's able to make others feel better,i sure do suck at doing it for myself...i guess i'm just fated to be a in a supporting role,not the main one...that sucks big time...the one who's always on the sidelines for good...haiz...damn it lah...
~where was that fire that was burning so bright?how come there is nothing left not even a spark?~
