Wednesday, September 03, 2008 in the tunnelthe time has finally come for me to decide whether i should carry on being the me that people will hate or should i go back to being someone that is trying to please everyone...i seriously do not know which will be the right choice for me... i seriously do not...and on making choices,i've never been great at doing it... so yeah... every choice i've made hasn't turn out the way i want... hmmm...
being lonely again...living for yourself and fighting for your ownself...that's what i must do again...the only way for me to become strong again...the only way i will survive this life...no more weaknesses...no more being involved with others... no more...
~to only count on myself is what i must do...no more relying on others and no more letting others use me...i am what i am because of who i am...~
