Saturday, September 13, 2008 untitledvery bored...as always...haiyo...
anyways,things are definitely changing around me...yeah...seems like things are already set in motion...just gonna wait for them to happen and deal with things one at a time...oh wells...even though its not a good thing,its not a totally bad thing either...so yeah...
anyways,yesterday i was talking to my ex kayaking partner...then i suddenly felt like telling her that i used to have a crush on her and stuff la... i mean,i felt like making a confession so i did...and she was laughing all the way...and the best part was,she said someone had actually told her before that i had a crush on her, then she said something like no way was that possible ar...haha...so she kinda sort of knew even before i told her la...haha...boy was i embarrassed...
on another note...i was suddenly thinking of something that i wanted to do in the future and stuffs la...then i was thinking about what i LIKED to do...i guess what i like to do is,as corny as it sounds,is to serve people...its great to see smiles on people's faces and to know that they appreciate your help to them...its a great sense of achievement...so i guess whatever i'm gonna do in future,i'll bet its gonna be in the service line...yep...where i'm sure at least i can do something right... ~the only possible thing that can lead you to success is the thing that you have passion for, and not the thing that you think will bring you success~
[ burning out ] at 9/13/2008 06:23:00 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 in the tunnelthe time has finally come for me to decide whether i should carry on being the me that people will hate or should i go back to being someone that is trying to please everyone...i seriously do not know which will be the right choice for me... i seriously do not...and on making choices,i've never been great at doing it... so yeah... every choice i've made hasn't turn out the way i want... hmmm...
being lonely again...living for yourself and fighting for your ownself...that's what i must do again...the only way for me to become strong again...the only way i will survive this life...no more weaknesses...no more being involved with others... no more...
~to only count on myself is what i must do...no more relying on others and no more letting others use me...i am what i am because of who i am...~
