Monday, July 14, 2008 wen dere's darkness,dere will b darkness...dunno wad my title shud b...so i'm jus being random...yeah...i'm actuali bored 2 death now...n i guess i haven been updating like i said i wud b...so yeah... here's my update...
anws...dis past few daes haf been quite disturbing...i feel veri distracted but i dunno wad it is tts disturbing me...tts de ting tts bothering me de most... i keep having dis feeling tt sumting's ain't rite,sumting's missing or sumting's i've messed up...n de feeling's quite strong too...its as if my mind is telling me sumting big is awaiting me or tt i better do sumting quickly...but ting is...wad? honestly i can't take dis much longer...it reali feels like i'm gonna blow up very soon n get myself into a great load of trouble...hmmm...mayb i shud...mayb tts de avenue i needed all dis while...hmmm...
moving on...sum tings tt i left bhind r currently getting out of hand...situations tt i pulled out of r kinda worsening more w/o me in de picture...hmmm...i am starting 2 wonder whether it is reali my fault tt tings haf gotten way out of hand, or wud it haf been de same even if i didn't pull out in de past??mayb yes mayb no... none will noe till their tym answers i guess...yeah...
