Thursday, May 29, 2008 wad SHUD i do????haiz...i'm kinda confused now...i dunno wad 2 do...oh wells...hmmm... i dun tink she'll b reading dis posts tt i write so it shud b ok...damn...well,i wish she cud read dis entries of mine,but den again...all dis entries wud eventually bore sumone 2 death...
hmmm...i'm criousli kind of feeling down rite now...kol it emo if u wan but...i jus dunno wad 2 do...i mean,yeah,i truly like her a lot,but will it b reciprocated??? my track record hasn't been tt gd n bsides,i keep hearing dis voice inside my head telling me tt she's 2 gd 4 me...i dun wan de past 2 repeat itself,but i kinda dunno wad 2 do criousli...naz tells me i shud jus remain frens wif her...my oder frens tell me tt i shud jus try my luck since i wun noe till i try...honestly,i kinda dun dare... yeah i noe...i'm nt de kinda guy tt wud b so scared easily,but hey,i freeze 2 orite...even superman has a weakness,well,girls r my weakness...haiz...wad a very silly weakness i shud sae...but oh wells...
hmmm...aft de common test she said we'll like hang out 2gether or sumting...i wan 2 but will b a gd idea???i mean,i'm nt de typical bad boy but i'm nt tt nice either...i'm neither here nor dere anywhere...i reali am messed up...i reali wish 2 tell her everiting,but i dun wan 2 lose wad i haf now...i mean,it takes 4ever 2 haf a relationship wif sumone,but it cud take jus one word 2 end it...n i criousli do nt haf de courage 2 find out...haiz...will sumone pls us give me n advice or sumting??? i cud reali use a sound one...
~i wish i cud us tell u how i feel n make dis relationship b more den wad we haf now...but i dun wanna risk losing everiting...if dere's any chance 4 me,any possibility tt we cud ever b 2gether,pls show me a sign...i cannot afford 2 end my vision quest in a tragedy,wich will lead 2 de end of my eternity...~
Viprari™(de man hu does had a weakness) signing off
