Monday, November 19, 2007 small tings shuden b taken lightly,neither shud big tings...i've been tinking abt it alot...alot alot...i reali am starting 2 miss my starbucks family a whole lot...i feel veri sad n down n alone all at once...first my 2 sisters, lynda n charmaine haf gone...now 1 of my bros,han n his gf,kai ting,are oso leaving...den de oders hu i dun consider my siblings but part of de family r oso leaving...i actuali knew all dis were gonna hapen...i jus didn't expect it 2 hapen so fast...so fast till i didn't noe wad hit me wen it did...haiz...
i oreadi had a tok wif my bro,kiat,hu's staying in de store abt it...yeah,we both agreed tt tings r nvr gonna b de same again...as much as me n him r making jokes abt han leaving n so on n so forth,but stil...i noe tt deep inside his heart bleeds as much as mine...its nt as though he didn't expect all dis 2 hapen...but he,like me, had oreadi expected their departure,onli tt he oso didn't noe it wud b hapening so fast...
damn it...as much as i noe i wun enjoy de work dere anymore,i noe i wud haf 2 stay on...cos i haf 2 earn 4 my own living in a relatively flexible working hours environment...n oso i've oreadi committed myself 2 sb-ps...if i oso leave de store any tym soon,dere's no telling wad wud hapen 2 de store,wad wud hapen 2 kiat, wad wud hapen 2 lawrence...dere's no telling wad wud hapen...
haiz...my family...if any of u guys r reading dis,wich i veri much doubt,i jus wanna tell u tt i miss each n everione of u all so veri much...i wished we cud all stick 2gether but i noe u all wud leave sumdae...jus as i will leave in 2 yrs tym or sooner if i get a better job offer...but i will stay 4 as long as i can...4 tt place was where i found my family n it holds alot of memories 4 me...
oh well...i jus hope tt we all can stil mit up regularly guys...4 u guys haf made de deepest impressions in my heart...
