A lot of tings r gonna change veri soon...n not all r dose tt i approved of...its nt like i wish 4 everiting 2 hapen but dey r happening...hmmm...
my gd partners in starbucks r leaving one by one...in de end dere's onli gonna b onli 3 reliable partners left...onli a manager,lawrence,a full timer,kiat,n a part timer,me...but in any case,i noe tt i wun b able 2 stay long myself...n 2 c de place tt i kol hme going down jus like tt...on my part,tt is veri irresponsible...but den again, hu i am 2 sae?de pay itself is nt tt gd so of cos ppl wud haf 2 find a better job or sumting...haiz...its gonna b a veri diff environment altogether frm now on...
on a diff note...or more or less de same...hmmm...dere's one ting tt owaes boders me...n stil is though...hmmm...i've found out tt i'm a person hu owaes wish 4 tings tt i can nvr haf...well...i guess its nt sumting tt jus found recently la...but...its playing in my head veri often dis few daes...haiz...
n de funi ting is...wadever i wished 4 is nt dose veri expensive stuffs or any materialistic stuffs...i jus wish 2 get a companion...but i guess its sumting nt within my means...hmmm...
oh well...sumbody hu has so much bravery n recklessness is such a coward wen it cums 2 wooing girls...haiz...u can ask me 2 help u out in fight,u can ask me 2 do death defying stuffs,but i freeze wen it cums 2 girls...haiz...
damn it...everitings changing while i stil stay de same...is tt reali a sign tt saes i shud b dis lonely 4ever?it feels so so fucked up...
[ burning out ]
at 11/16/2007 08:37:00 PM