Tuesday, August 07, 2007 Lone Wolf once again...yet again...hmmm...quite sumtym since i blogged here...nt tt i had much tym 2 myself anws... but hell,guess i'm back...a lot of tings haf been happening though...but its nt like i was expecting 4 all of it 2 hapen...tings jus hapen i guess...n i'm de one hu's forced 2 drop 2 de ground n stay there...n i'm tired of it,tired of oways having 2 get up again n start over...hell... last thurs i felt so down...as if hell bought my soul at a veri low price n then dumped it back cos it was 2 useless...anws,dis is what hapened pretty much... i noe of dis girl...i guess i was a bit 2 blind 2 haf onli taken her signs as a gd ting n nt de flipside wich it cud b...but...haiz...its nt totally my fault,cos she in a way lied 2 me as well...hmmm...i asked her whether she had a guy or nt,she asked me y...i told her sum cock n bull story so i wuden b obvious...den i asked her,"so tt means u're attached la?"...n she said:"i didn't sae tt"...hmmm...n i found out tt sat tt she had a bf...for nearly a year readi...fuck...wad was a guy like me supposed 2 tink?i'm nt veri gd wif girls...i'm nt able 2 tell wad it is she was hinting tt accurately...wad de hell... i reali feel so sucky...i'm 2 naive 2 de extend tt ppl can lie 2 me wif their eyes closed...haiz...i haf 2 grow reliant on myself n myself onli...no longer shall i wan 2 get 2 noe more ppl 2 lead 2 my own downfall...enuff is enuff...no longer shall i b a victim of my own naivety...hell no...
