Sunday, June 17, 2007 after work...tired leh...was late 4 work 2dae...damn it...was supposed 2 start work at 815 but woke up at like 9 plus!!!!wad de fuck...den gt 2 work n a cab...fucking hell,waited 4 a cab 4 15 min like fuck sia...felt so sian...actuali felt like taking mc but den didn't wan 2 b irresponsible...so jus came down...jus like tt wiped out $20 frm my pocket cos took cab 10 bucks den bought cigarettes(i was feeling fucking fucked up!!!)n tt costs anoder 10 bucks...haiz...so sian...20 more daes 2 pay dae...n de most fucking ting is tt its onli 10 daes since my last pay dae n i've used up all of it... 2 much enjoyment readi...damn it...hmmm...
anws...i'm so bored rite now la...gt nuting 2 do...i tink i nd more rest nowadays, realise tt jus now wen i woke up late...but den again,i noe tt my life has most probably been cut down by half cos i've been like using up my slp hours n future energies 4 de present...haiz...tts wad hapens wen u haf 2 much responsbilities... n at a young age 2...haiz...but den again,wads lif without hardships?u can't possibly b dependent on oders all de tym...a tym wud cum wen u haf 2 count on urself 2 face de world...guess de tym 4 me started a bit 2 early...but hu cares... hmmm... finally...i wan 2 dedicate dis part 2 a person hu jus bcame my fren...she's in thailand now on vacation...i've onli jus gotten 2 noe her...she's a veri nice person n dis makes me wan 2 noe her more...hu noes,dere might even b a possibility 4 more den a frenship...but lets nt get my hopes 2 high shall we...tings might nt turn like wad i wud wish 4...but anws,i hope u enjoy ur tym dere...haf fun n wen u cum back hope u're refreshed enuff aft de vacation...hope 2 hear frm u soon... n thx again 4 being my fren...:)
